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from Seasons: Chapter 2 by Lyle Divinsky

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I’m tired of running, I’m too slow to win
I can’t quite remember, what I’m running from again
So I just take a sip of coffee, let the trouble come right in
Sometimes we’re just lost ‘fore we begin

Had some high hopes, then I fell on further down
Tried to get back on the saddle, but that horse ran outta town
So I’ll pick myself up, and dust off my crown
Sometimes we’re better lost… than found


I’ve studied all the windows, the sunlight through the blinds
Measured all the shadows, about 7 or 8 times
But no matter how I trace em, they can never be mine
Just like you


It’s easy enough to wake up, but getting harder to live
This worlds a bit too fucked up to imagine having kids
I’m in love with a woman, but I’m crumbling within
I’m just searching

Been trying to figure out, what is there to do
To give this muted heart of mine, a slightly brighter hue
I’m not anybody’s someone, feel like everybody’s fool
I’m searching


These love songs through the speakers, like sand on open wounds
Guess I’ll fix myself a joint and try to sing a different tune
But the words just slip away, and disappear into the blue
Just like you


I’m ready to remember, ready to begin
(Ready to) get back to being a man who can learn to love again
Ready to let down these walls, that kept this hurt in // that let this hurt win
I’m ready

It isn’t always pretty, sure (as hell) isn’t fast
To get to realizing that this hurt ain’t gonna last
WIth a little bit more time, I know this pain is gonna pass
I’m ready

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from Seasons: Chapter 2, released July 7, 2023

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